Today I miss my dad.  Or whoever he was.  I don't really know how to claim him now that he's gone.
Out in the world today, I saw a man and thought, "oh, there's dad!  Let's go say hi!"  Only to remember, seconds later, that he's not here anymore.
Forgetting is hard.  Remembering is worse.

I don't think I'm allowed to feel this way.

But, I miss you anyway.  Whoever you were.