Today I miss my dad. Or whoever he was. I don't really know how to claim him now that he's gone.
Out in the world today, I saw a man and thought, "oh, there's dad! Let's go say hi!" Only to remember, seconds later, that he's not here anymore.
Forgetting is hard. Remembering is worse.
I don't think I'm allowed to feel this way.
But, I miss you anyway. Whoever you were.